This week has been rough for me... how about you?
I had some loving guidance come through this evening that I needed to hear and be reminded of. Maybe this was meant for you too...
It is ok to not know.
It is ok to be in the dark.
It is ok to feel like you have gone crazy.
Yesterday we were invited to Canada's Wonderland for a sweet friend's birthday party!
While very excited, I was also a bit uneasy.
My 6 yo has a hard time in crowds. Most trips we have been on that involve big crowds have not ended up being fun. Usually, and pretty immediately, his cheeks will get flushed, his eyes dilate, he gets spacey and often very (illogically) emotional. Meltdown central.
Lately I have been been questioning whether I "have what it takes to be an entrepreneur and run my own business".
I have no doubt in my mind that I am here to serve, hold space for healing and remembrance, to share my immense knowledge and wisdom and tools that I have learned, experienced and gathered over the last 10 years + lifetimes before.
I also have no doubt in my mind that the voice running through my head is not ME, but fear. Oh sweet fucking fear that thinks it is keeping me safe, but in reality it debilitates me.
This is the year, sweet sisters.
This is the year of releasing all we believed we were, and surrendering to the divinity, the power, the sacredness, the creators that we are.
The more we hold on, the more the momentum will build, the stronger the current will become, the more we will feel like we are drowning.
We have been given a big job.